Ryouji was royally pissed off, more pissed than he'd ever felt. In his mind he was rehearsing all the things he would shout at the idiot Tora. 'Be back soon' was the note he'd left, no fucking indication of where he was going, no text message on his phone, no answering of his calls. The boy was really going to be in for it, once Ryouji got his hands on him. But he had to get to him first. It hadn't taken him long to figure out where the boys would have gone, and he was so mad, but not as mad as he was at himself. He should not have left them alone, he should have noticed how badly Hiroya had been affected. Why he would want to go back to the house, he couldn't really guess at, but it must be something important. Ryouji recalled what Hazumi had said about the key, it might not have been this, but he filed the idea away, to be picked up again.
Two blocks away he slowed down, and switched the sirens off, he needed to scope out the situation first. He parked half a block away around the side street, making sure to double check the guns in his holster. His phone had not rung the entire time. He gave another call to Tora, and got cut off, he swore again. He quickly checked up on Mimi, who said he and two other squad cars were about fifteen minutes away.
"Chief says you should wait for us to arrive."
"Right," Ryouji said, having no intentions to wait.
"I mean it Ryouji, this could be dangerous."
"And Tora is probably mixed up in this," Ryouji said pointedly and filmly pressed the red 'end call' key.
He hurried up the road, trying not to break into a run. As he neared Hiroya's building, a figure dressed in a familiar blue uniform was coming out of the building, following closely behind him was a man with a black suit, with the light fading, Ryouji couldn't see them clearly. All of a sudden there was a loud commotion, the male in blue had swung the plastic bag in his hand right into the face of the suited man, he let out an indignant cry, and then he was running at breakneck speed down the road, towards Ryouji. Ryouji immediately put his hand to his gun, his body tensing even further, they were only a few yards in front of him, at that moment his eyes met that of the running man, and there was a spark of recognition. In that moment as the two guys rushed passed him, Ryouji reached out and grabbed the man in black with one hand, dragging him back, and with the other, he cracked the butt of his against the back of the mans head, sending him crumpling to the ground. The guy in blue had stopped running, he was leaning forward, hands on his thighs and breathing hard, Ryouji recognised him as Tora's friend Shibuya. Ryouji looked back down the road towards the building, he saw two figures, staring in his direction and then sprinting forward, but just as suddenly they stopped, putting a hand to their ears, A clear sign they were receiving a radio call. Shibuya grabbed his arm so suddenly Ryouji almost jumped.
Shibuya was breathing so hard he was finding it hard to speak. "To- tora, ha, Hiroya.. stair, back stair well.. hu-hurry!"
That was all the information that Ryouji needed to set him off.
"Brilliant," Shibuya said, rather pleased with the plan, "We've got it covered."
Tora had in his minds a million things about the plan that could go wrong, he did raise the idea of letting Ryouji know, but he was outnumbered by the other two, who wanted to act now. Tora wondered if he should start writing his last will. This was the stupidest thing he will ever have done, and he knew it, and yet he was going along with it anyway, and it was too late now, he thought, his eyes awkwardly meeting Hiroya's for a brief moment, he gave an awful grimace of a grin before moving towards the lift panel, numbers ligthing up in successation as the lift whirred and juddered up towards the 7th floor.
The heavy steel doors opened up onto the concrete grey stairwell. Double doors separated them from the corridor. Hiroya took him out onto the 7th floor so that he could quickly familiarise himself with they layout.
"My dog will be down this end" Hiroya said in low voice, pointing down the hallway to the right of the double doors. "up and to the left, is where the main lift is" they both walked cautiously down it, hoping no one would come out of their flats and wonder what was going on, it was only a few steps, but it seems so far to cover. "My flat will be in the same space as that one," Hiroya pointed to the door that was on the far right. "It's actually three flats knocked through into one, but that's the entrance we use."
Tora wondered how many rooms Hiroya's place must have, but the mind boggled.
"We better move to the eighth floor," Hiroya said. For someone who looked so weak at first glance, he sure was determined.
Tora gulped, his hands were cold and clammy, and his fingers fumbled over the keypad as he tapped out the text to Shibuya, he felt a chill across his neck, like a icy cold finger being dragged across his it. This was a major sign of foreboding.
They made it up the twenty steps to the 8th floor, Tora carefully pushed open the swinging double doors, crouching low as he did so. Hiroya huddled close behind him. They couldn't see much, but the tried listening out for voices to see if there was anyone out there, and indeed, very faintly the could here the murmur of voices chatting, there was at least two of them. Tora slowly eased the doors back to a closed position, before letting himself breathe again, his hand gripped his mobile phone hard enough that it was likely to leave angry red marks on his palm, he'd turn the ringer to silent, and the vibration off, he didn't want it to make any noise, so the only way to know if they had received a text was to pay attention to the screen.
It seemed like they were waiting forever, but then finally there was a flash of activity on his screen.
"at 8" it said, and that was the sign. They pushed open the door, and sure enough they could hear Shibuya's voice loud and clear
"Excuse me, sir I have a delivery for Suzuki San in flat F, this is from Family Mart"
That was it, Hiroya slipped out through the door and dashed down the right hallway, whilst Tora kept a look out, Tora's heart was thumping so loud in his chest and in his ears that he couldn't concentrate on what was being said.
"But it was definitely Flat F, it says so, there is no Suzuki San, I'm sorry , did I make a mistake, please let me check the delivery details."
He thought he could here the yelp of a dog, and rattling noise, his heart skipped a beat and he prayed to all the gods that he knew that the bad guys would not here. "Buddha, Shiva, Jesus, please please please.." he muttered like an incantation, and Hiroya reappeared looking flushed with a small chocolate miniature poodle in his arms.
Tora had to bite back the "hurry!" that he wanted to shout out as Tora dashed forward, he held the door open wide. Hiroya slipped through, they had made it.
He turned his head and saw a bald headed man with a wall like chest shouting at him from the far end.
"Shit!" he said and almost stumbled backwards as the man started moving towards them. "We gotta get out of here,"
Hiroya was already hurtling down the stairs, the dogs bark echoing throughout the stairwell. Tora caught sight of the garbage can and quickly dragged it in front of the doors, before turning to run down the stairs himself, he was only halfway down one flight and turning the corner, before he heard the double doors slamming hard into the cans and sending it flying.
"Come back here you little shits!" was the holler that deafened.
"Fuck fuck fuck," Tora cried out loud between gasps, as his feet moved so quickly he almost tripped himself up and he had to grab the bannister to steady himself, he was catching up to Hiroya who could not move as fast whilst carrying his dog.
"Faster," Tora urged.
The went down past fifth floor, the fourth, the third, and it felt like the thundering steps behind were gaining on the all the time.
He prayed they would make it, they rounded past the second floor, but a hand grabbed him by the shoulder and yanked him backwards causing him too fall hard against the stairs, the pain sharp where his body struck against the concrete edges. Everything seemed to happen so quickly, but also with so much clarity, he caught Hiroya look backwards at him, aghast. The man, breathing heavily, hesitated between Tora and Hiroya, and in that moment Tora made a snap decision. He grabbed the man tightly around his legs and yelled out to Hiroya with all the breath he could muster "Ruuuuuun!"
They followed Hiroya's lead up the road, at first his pace was brisk, but as they neared, he gradually slowed down. Without warning, Hiroya suddenly ducked into a covered doorway. Tora yelped when Shibuya yanked his elbow into the shielded space.
"Suspicious looking guys at the entrance," he said, before Tora could protest.
They all huddled up.
"Hiroya, do you recognise any of them?"
Hiroya took a quick peek before ducking back again. He nodded, his face seemed paler than before.
"They work for her," he said in a low voice.
Her? Tora thought, a quizzical look on his face.
"My father's mistress," Hiroya explained reluctantly.
"I take it she's not a good guy," Shibuya said.
"No." Hiroya looked grim.
"Well I guess there's nothing we can do about that," Tora said, trying not to look too relieved.
Hiroya was crestfallen for a moment, but then his eyes lit up when he remembered something
"There's a service entrance from the underground carpark," Hiroya said, "we can ride down there from the far side if we go around the block. I also know how to access the maintenance lift, we can get up that way."
Shibuya smiled, "brilliant!"
"I don't want to put a dampener on things, but.. even if we get up there.. there are likely to be more people guarding your flat, how are you going to get your dog out without them noticing?"
Hiroya was not fazed by this.
"She doesn't like dogs, whenever I'm not around she always ties him up near the maid quarters, we can access that easily via the maintenance lifts without passing my door."
"That doesn't mean they are not going to be keeping an eye out on the whole floor though."
"Relax Tora!" Shibuya said with a wide grin, "this is where deliver guy comes to the rescue." He unzipped his black jacket to reveal his Family Mart uniform.
I thought it was a dream, and maybe it was my heart that stopped a bit when it wasn’t. I don’t know if you really want me to touch you, or if it’s a trick , but your legs are more beautiful to my touch than in my fantasies, could I really explore every inch the way I want? Are you asking me to kiss you? I’m not thinking really, your stomach is soft, inches above is your bandaged scar, I want to know your wounds. Your body moves with your breath, I can feel your fingers through the fabric of my shirt, I can’t concentrate with the sighs of your breath above, and your cock erect below me. You are soft and hard and warm and wet, and I can taste you on my tongue, I am filled with the scent of you, I want to know what you need, your hips rock, and your cock slides deeper inside my mouth, and I don’t need to breathe, my heart thudding so loudly it must be audible to you, my hands on the insides of your thighs so warm and smooth, I am thinking of the hidden part of you, and my pants feel tight, please don’t notice, I’m begging please don’t notice, that part of you, I want to be inside, I am imagining these fingers of mine to be as how I would penetrate you, if you would squeeze around my cock like the way you’re squeezing on my fingers now, melting and hot inside, the way you move, as if you want to take me deeper inside, urging me to touch your very core. The sound of your cries are familiar to me already, but now I’m the one connecting with you and the heat and feel of your writhing body, I am desperate to make you cum, grip me tighter, my shoulders and my fingers as I thrust into you, if you’d call my name I’d die happy boss, and the shudder as your hot thick semen fill my mouth, and I’m shivering as your run your fingers into my hair. Was it good enough? I thought you were going to call my name, but it’s ‘don’t..’ that you say, are you still not satisfied? You’re slippery inside, and if I could I want to be here holding you, kissing you all over, forever, going nowhere with you.
4 am is filled with the unnerving quiet of a world that shouldn’t be awake, I am an intruder in this nocturnal space. There’s a vague light from the window, but mostly the glow of the lamp that had been kept on. I don’t know why I am awake, until the pain grips me again, a reminder that the drugs have worn off. There’s a glass tumbler of water and two pills in a packet waiting for me, I take them with the water and realise how thirsty I’d been.
He is sitting on the grey sofa by the exit, head lolled slightly to his right side, eyes shut. I slip off the bed and walk over to him, silent on bare feet. He doesn’t wake, even when I’m right up close to him. The last time must have been in my apartment, again, I can’t resist reaching out to touch him, a slight scrape of stubble on his cheeks.
My mind wanders, of course, to that time he’d so audaciously set about pleasuring me with his mouth, his tongue. My fingers are on his lips, dry but soft, I am tempted to push my fingers inside, let him slick me wet. Just the thought is causing my cock to react. What would he do? I wondered. I slip off the hospital pants underneath my robes - cool air prickling the hairs of my legs - and I straddle his lap.
He finally begins to stir, rubbing his eyes with his bandaged hand.
"Boss?" he says, sounding sleepy and confused.
I take his hand and put it on my thigh.
For a brief moment he strokes me without thinking, and then he freezes, his eyes looking up at me in alarm.
"Have you learned anything since last time?"
A red blush creeps up his face, it’s fucking adorable.
I grip his shoulder and push myself to a kneeling position, robe undone so he can see all of me.
"How do you want to touch me?" I ask.
"Boss I…" he swallows and lowers his gaze, from my position I can see the crease of his brows and his lashes
I pull him to me, his face against my stomach, an obvious invitation. He starts kissing me, tentatively at first, even his hand on the back of my thigh is light, as if I am too fragile to the touch, but slowly he warms up, his kisses travels across my stomach and his hand brushes the full length of my thigh, down to the crook behind my knee, and then up to cup my buttock, and then both hands, rough and large, are groping me. The first flick of his tongue elicits a groan, I want more and he gives it, his tongue drawing patterns on my skin. He hasn’t even touch me there yet, and I can already feel it getting hard and wet, my hips rock in anticipation, pushed towards him, brush up against his shirt.
He pauses to look up at me, a question mark, a request for permission. I cover his eyes with my hand, and press against him further, and he understands. I stretch and he dips, and his mouth is wrapped all around my cock.
He’s clumsy and sloppy, not much better than last time, but the warm wet feel of his mouth working me, gets my heart beating faster. My hands grips his broad shoulders as I thrust into him, controlling my tempo as my body becomes more sensitised, his back looks so broad from this angle, I watch the movements of his shoulder blades. I thought I’d be satisfied with being sucked off, but then I feel him spreading my buttocks apart, and as I catch my breath he slips a finger inside.
I jolt and his teeth scrapes against my erection - it’s pleasure and agony, I desperate hunger gnawing inside..
"Deeper," I gasp, and he obliges, taking in more of my length with his mouth as he plunges his finger deeper inside my twitching hole, a few more quick rough thrusts and I was done, spurting hot and fast inside his mouth, my whole body uncontrollable in it’s orgasmic spasms, my cock slips out as he swallows my cum and gasps. Sweat drops on his forehead.
He begins to pull his fingers out, I clench around him.
"Don’t," I say before I meant to.
He looks at me confused.
"It’s been so long, I’m still…"
Still? I’m not sure what I want to say so I stop.
I run my hands over his damp hair, he kisses my stomach again, all light and feathery, and he adds another finger inside, moving languidly, stretching me and filling me until I come a second time and collapse, no strength left in my legs
He carries me back to the bed, and wipes my dick clean with a tissue, he even tries to put my pants back on, until I tell him not to bother.
He disappears for a while, presumably to the bathroom. When he comes back, he hovers over me. For a split second, I thought he would ask to climb into bed with me, but instead he moves back to the sofa seat. For a split second I think wished he had.
I guess I’m not too old to be foolish. I pull the cover up, the ache dulled with tiredness, and the drugs pulling me back into an empty sleep.
Voice is chain-smoker gruff, glint of gold around the neck, silver in his hair. This sharp-suited old man, ruler of those who cower in his wake. Yashiro fantasised about briefly about the hard and toned torso was beneath the expensive Italian fabric.
"You ordered me," he said, maintain his nonchalant pose on the couch, no bowing or scraping.
The man moved out of his line of sight, there was a rustle and the clinking of something heavy against glass, and Yashiro guessed correctly that it was whisky being poured into a tumbler. When Misumi appeared again, the tumbler was already near empty, but the dark bottle of Scotch was in the other hand, and golden liquid flowed again.
"Who did you fuck this time?" Misumi asked, eyeing the bruise on Yashiro’s left cheek.
"Who remembers?" Yashiro said, half truthfully, the faces had merged after a while under the have of the whatever drugs they’d given him, he’d hardly even felt it until afterwards, along with the usual wash of aches and pains. The only memory in sharp focus was Hinata’s angry eyes before he’d thrown that hard punch down onto his face.
”You’re like fucking catnip to the men,” Misumi said, shaking his head as if not understanding, slipping his jacket off and loosening his tie.
"Thank you," Yashiro said with a smile.
"It wasn’t a compliment."
The whisky bottle was thunked down onto the coffee table, and Misumi’s hand was on his face before Yashiro could even react. Misumi pulled him up off the couch. It hurt where the finger dug into the bruise; Yashiro shivered in delight.
"Just what’s so good about you?" Misumi said, eyes and voice equally cold. Yashiro could almost taste the alcohol from his breath.
"It could be my pretty face, or how tight my asshole is, or how wet I get every time it hurts." Yashiro listed off on his fingers.
Misumi shoved him back onto the couch, whisky sloshed out of the tumbler onto Yashiro’s jeans, a dark stain slowly blooming on high on his thigh.
"What a waste," Yashiro said, pressing two fingers against the stain and then licking the taste off the tips of his slender fingers.
MIsumi caught the hand by the wrist. Yashiro looked up and their eyes locked for a moment that halted and stretched. Misumi’s pupil’s narrowed before dilating full like a cat’s. Yashiro recognised it immediately and felt his own flesh heating up, tingling in anticipation - Misumi was down, pressing his mouth against the stain on the denim, sucking the liquid, every exhaled breath leaving Yashiro’s thigh feeling wet and warm, the tumbler abandoned to the thick shag pile on the floor.
This was the first time Misumi had reacted, was it the alcohol? the bruise? Not that Yashiro cared, he’d been dreaming of the loveless eyes and how hard Misumi would fuck him. He reached down to unbutton his fly, his cock already straining for release, he could feel the tip getting wet when Misumi bit down and elicited a moan from him. His laid out on his back and the jeans and boxers were pulled off in quick successive jerks - Misumi’s large hands were rough on the underside of his thighs, stroking upwards towards the crook of his knees and then spreading him open wide, and wider. Yashiro was fully erect. Misumi growled, a look of disdain on his face as he eyed the undeniable fact of Yashiro’s sexual arousal. Yashiro’s hand reached down to stroke himself, he was half lost already and arching his back. Misumi grabbed his hand again, this time by the fingers and crushing them together, he pushed that hand back over Yashiro’s head, his body now full weight pinning Yashiro down, a knee pressed up hard against the base of his cock and grinding against it viciously.
"You think you can get off that easily?"
Yashiro struggled to answer, all his attention drawn by the pooling sensation at his groin.
"I’m , hah, about to -"
The slap across his face jarred his words, almost causing him to bite his own tongue.
"No you don’t," Misumi commanded. He reached for the bottle on the coffee table and gulped it straight down, then he leaned forward again, his mouth against Yashiro’s mouth, and the boy almost choked on the liquid, the taste burning his tongue and the back of his throat, he coughed and spluttered, the drink dribbling down his face and neck, soaking into the back of his t-shirt that Misumi was soon pulling up over his head, ruffling his hair. Now he was naked, his body so pale every bruise and red mark stood out ferociously, Misumi gripped his bony hips tight and Yashiro cried out when Misumi’s cock pressed up against his ass, that hot hard wet thing probing its way until it found the hole and relentlessly pushed its way inside, deeper and harder until there was no more breath left to hold and Yashiro could only gasp and writhe and cry at the exquisite pain, and he started rocking his hips, fingers digging into Misumi”s shoulder and back as he got fucked senseless, he spurted almost without even realising until it splattered against his own chest, only pulled back to consciousness by the roar of a cry that Misumi gave when he came deep inside Yashiro, filling him up with cum, and the waves of pleasures jolted his body, slow to subside.
He felt scraped and raw, his throat, his everything, breathing erratic, and strangely his sensations strayed to the buttons of Misumi’s rumpled shirt pressing into his naked chest, one brushing against his nipple. He hooked a finger on the knot of the silk tie, fleetingly thinking of how it was a shame it had not been used.
Misumi’s face was flushed, he tried not to look at it. Misumi’s cock was slowly pulling out of him, not as hard now, yet still riling up every nerve as it moved.
All he could hear was the sound of their breathing and the creak of the leather sofa underneath, Yashiro hated these awkward, almost intimate moments.
"What’s your answer, is it my pretty face?" Yashiro asked as Misumi stared at him, he even batted his eyelashes.
"You fucking punk brat," Misumi said, pushing himself off the boy.
Yashiro noticed that Misumi’s hair down there, was also shot through with silver, glistening and matted down with sweat and semen, and mused again about how different the shape and size of cocks could be. Misumi was pretty high grade meat, if he was asked to make a comparison.
Looking down on himself, he noticed the circular bite mark on his thigh, and felt oddly pleased by it.
Misumi noticed too, and reached out brushing his fingers against it, almost unthinkingly, his eyebrows wrinkling up, his expression dark. Then he abruptly pulled away.
"I’m taking a shower," he announced. He pulled his trousers back up, and left without saying more.
Yashiro flopped back onto the couch. As he turned his eyes fell on the bottle of whisky still standing on the coffee table.
"Huh," he said, and swiped at it impulsively.
The bottle was knocked to one side, and the remnants of the whisky drained off the edge of the coffee table onto the floor.
A/N: more x-rated stuff
"You've been holding back on me," Yashiro said, brushing strands of hair out of his eyes, the initial shock had faded and he'd regained his composure. He leaned forward and lifted up the shirt. "My my, that's a very big secret to be keeping all to yourself," he commented.
Doumeki remained silent, the rise and fall of his chest was visible.
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He gave Doumeki's tie a sharp tug, causing the man to jerk his head up to face Yashiro's glittering eyes. "If only you could fuck me, and I could just get it over with."
"You said you never sleep with a subordinate."
"So I did," Yashiro said, hooking his finger in the loop, and pulling the tie loose. "But I'm so fucking pent up right now. Who's fault is that? Well maybe Misumi's he's warned everyone off. Did he warn you off too?"
He took Doumeki's right hand and started licking his fingers, putting them in his mouth and sucking them. He pulled them out again and they glistened with saliva.
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According to Hazumi, the narcs have been watching the Nishimon gang for over six months, looking out for a turf war fuelled by the appearance of a new drug. The new drug was a hit, but liable to cause users to become delirious. Only a month ago Ryouji had dealt with a case of a drugged up sex worker who'd apparently leapt out of a hotel window, the toxicology report had indicated there were traces of this new drug in her system. What Ryouji did not know until today was it was that Yuuki's sexy mistress had a connection with Fujimoto who was the one behind the drug, and it's appearance had caused turmoil within the gang, with Yuuki being opposed to the drug, believing it would draw too much attention to Nishimon, and he hadn't been wrong. It was very likely that Yuuki's killing was an insider job, and it was very likely that Fujimoto was the one behind it.
Ryouji had known that Fujimoto was a bit of a bastard, even by Yakuza standards, but he was still shocked by this new revelation. Hazumi had steeped his fingers and watched his reaction at this point, Ryouji had barely kept his cool.
"Thanks for the information, Mr currently named Hazumi, would you like me to go and arrest Fujimoto?"
Hazumi smiled, and Ryouji felt a bit pissed off because the guy really was good looking. "Ryouji-san I know a bit about you, your name cropped up a few times in the reports, due to your connection with Yuuki Hiroya, the boy from the kidnap case you helped to solve."
"You investigated me?"
"Not me personally," Hazumi said, "you should understand that it is unusual for a cop to have such a close relationship with the yakuza."
"Yes of course I understand, tell me how well does the Wakagashira of the Shinwa group treating you? Is it true he has a harem of foreign beauties hidden way somewhere in a Tokyo apartment?"
Hazumi gave a wry smile, "I get your point, it is a bit strange coming from me."
"Can you just get to the point of why I'm here?"
Hazumi straightened up in his seat.
"Fine let's get to the point. Yuuki has a safe deposit with a Swiss bank. Two months ago he sneaked out of a ritzy party in disguise and went into the bank. We believe he put something into his personal safe deposit, something so important that he even hid the fact from those close to him. From what we know, he kept the key with him at all times, but the key was not on him when he died. We did speculate whether someone had picked it off from him after the assassination, but our taps indicate that everyone is desperate in search of it. You following so far? Please don't look so offended."
"Well excuse my natural face and do carry on. What is this thing that is so important?"
Hazumi smiled, "I cannot divulge that, but we believe you're the key to retrieving the item."
"Yes, we believe that Yuuki gave the key to his son."
Ryouji rubbed his stubbled chin with his free hand. His job now was to persuade Hiroya to hand over the key, that is if there was a key. But what would happen to the kid after that? Presumably this top-secret document would help to help the Narcotics department bring down the gang, but if the Yakuza knew that Hiroya played a part in the downfall, his life would be in danger. Not that it wasn't now.
"Fuck." he said out loud, unbuttoning the top of his shirt, at that point his phone rang. He stubbed out the cigarette and checked caller ID.
It was either Mimi or the chief pretending to be Mimi. He answered it.
"Ryouji!" It was Mimi, sounding desperate.
"What is it?"
"I just arrived at your house. There's no one there."
This time Doumeki is 17, all gangly limbed and stoic of face.
They’re in school and golden afternoon sunlight washes into the classroom. It is almost time to go home. Watanuki watches Doumeki pack away his things, and realises that he moves unseen and unheard.
This is a dream of a memory.
Where was his past self in the dream? Thinking back, Watanuki realises that he never knew what Doumeki got up to after classes, he had always been too busy rushing to the shop to buy eggs and cheap meat in the timed sales, or completing impossible errands. Watanuki waits by the doorway, as students with vague faces brush past, hearing murmurs of conversations that he couldn’t quite make out, only Doumeki is in sharp focus.
Watanuki follows behind Doumeki, and almost bumps into Doumeki when the boy suddenly stops in the hallway. Doumeki is staring into what would have been Watanuki’s homeroom. They move again, and Watanuki notices the wooden bow in Doumeki’s hand.
The dojo should be full of people, but there’s only Doumeki, with a bow and a quiver of arrows, arrows that he steadfastly fires off at a circular target.
Watanuki watches from up close by Doumeki’s shoulder, trying to follow his line of sight. He muses about flicking the boy’s forehead. He settles on blowing into Doumeki’s ear. A frown flickers across the stoic face. The arrow finds its mark nevertheless.
Watanuki watches him undress and change back into his normal clothes, in a changing room that smell of male sweat. He guesses that it was strong memory for Doumeki.
They’re walking home now. Doumeki stops in a park. Watanuki recognises it, the one with the lady ghost. Watanuki feels sad when he remembers.
Doumeki chooses to sit on a swing. How out of character, Watanuki thinks, and sits on the swing next to him. Carefully, Doumeki unwraps a knotted bundle, revealing white buns in the shape of bunnies.
Watanuki remembers them, he’d made dozens for Mokona’s self-professed birthday, and had treated Himawari to them the day after. And of course Doumeki had taken some without asking. Watanuki gets up and stands in front of the gently swinging boy.
Doumeki picks one up gently, and looks at it, contemplating something that Watanuki didn’t know, and he smiles.
Watanuki’s breath is taken away in that moment. He’d forgotten this, He doesn’t know how he could have, but he had. A tremor builds up in his heart. A torrent.
He stands in front of the boy, and there are things he wants to say.
"Doumeki" he tries out, "Doumeki" the words are strange. he repeats it a few times until he warms to it.
Doumeki doesn’t hear, he’s chewing his food thoughtfully, eyes on the sunset maybe.
And Watanuki feels like confessing it, out loud at once, out loud for once, during this dream of a memory.
"You know," he says, and his thoughts are trying to string things together, tripping over his tongue.
"I don’t even know when I fell for you, but I did, I really did. Doumeki."
His chest aches, because it’s all so sad, isn’t it, this regret you can’t get rid of. “I think I fell for you so hard, I didn’t know I was falling. That’s stupid right?”
He reaches out a hand, and surprisingly Doumeki does the same, but just as it seems like their fingers would meet, Doumeki catches a falling leaf, and their hands pass through each other. He couldn’t even cry out as his flowing tears dissolved the dream.